You are my Sunshine

Good-morning everyone! I hope this day brings happiness in even the smallest amounts to you.

My days have been up and down but I am still going forward in this battle of the dragon. I find that my attitude is so very important for my spouse's well being. There are many days that I think that if we were apart that may be best, but I also realize that he needs me and I need to be here. As all of you we have good days(not as many) and bad days but I can make it that way too! If I feel negative about where things are I tend to project that to my spouse. It is so important for me to find a balance so I can be more positive. Praying is what I really need to do, to trust in god that we will get through this one day at a time. I recognize that when I doubt my faith, my days go pretty bad. I tend to blame and just shut down when I should be trusting in god that he will take my pain and free me of it. I have trust issues there. I am learning and growing (however very slow) but I am going to get there one day. I pray that all of you are blessed with his love. It is out of our control!!
Take care Kiss

Lily